Sunday, November 9, 2008

Long time no post

It's been a while since I've posted. I have been just too sick, too nauseous. In all reality, if I had felt this way before with my first child, he would have been an only. I spent a couple weeks being able to do nothing but sit on the couch and sleep, and moan. A lot. From misery. I was depressed and my kids were threatening mutiny.

I asked for some drugs. Which isn't a me thing to do, but it had gotten so bad I couldn't even answer the phone. So they set me up with Zofran, and I am starting to remember what it feels like to be a person.

I haven't danced in over 2 weeks. I don't want to be touched, I can't close my eyes, and the thought of a bad tanda makes me cringe. I can't even listen to tango right now because the music is so complex it makes my head spin, which makes my stomach spin. Which makes me cry.

So, we're all ok. The babies are growing, I am starting to almost feel like something besides a wet rag, and I'm trying to just lay low.

I'll let you all know when something changes.

8 comments:

Anaya's Mama said...

Well, we love you and are glad that you are feeling better!

Lisa said...

I am sorry that you were feeling crappy - but I am glad to hear you are feeling better!

Alyce said...

hang in there, momma!

Johanna said...

God bless Zofran. It got me through chemo unscathed.

I sure hope it's helping you as well. But from what I've heard (because, you know, I'm such a pregnancy expert), the first trimester is the worst re ickiness...

Blue skies - and tango - up ahead!

Elizabeth said...

Hope the meds help. Thinking of you.
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Victoria said...

I miss our chats, friend. I hope this doesn't go on for 9 whole months. Feel better soon. Love and stuff.

Aly The Red-Bliss Monkey Studio said...

Hi cute stuff.... maybe I sees you on Friday??

xoxoxoxo

Schrack Attack said...

hang in there!